Saya nak kahwin.
Tapi KENAPA............
Bila nak kahwin ni lah, banyak benda nak buat?
Contohnya, panjat gunung.
Contohnya, jadi sukarelawan di Darfur.
Contohnya, gain some working experience in California.
Now, I can't only think about myself, but I have to think about my other half too. Decisions must be made together because he is going to be a part of my life.
The ugly side of this is, sometimes I think the 'I-need-to-think-about-him-too' is tiresome. Tedious. It's making life more complicated.
I would've just said, "Yes, I am definitely going!" instead of, "I need to think about it first."
Sure, I've always tell people I hate living abroad. But I am not stupid to let this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity slip away. And the money is pretty good.
Hmm...Is this an alarm going off? Is this a sign? Should I re-think about marriage?
I'm pretty sure I want to get married. It is just that I WANT MANY THINGS AT THE SAME TIME and WHY CAN'T I HAVE ALL THE THINGS I WANT NOW?
Oprah said, "You can have all the things you want, just not at the same time."
As tempting as it sounds, I hope I will do just as well in Malaysia. Who says my CV won't stand out, who says I can't be successful if I didn't have the California work experience!
At least, I'll get paid in the same amount. I must think of how much money I could spend with the same amount of money in Malaysia!
3 hours ago
6 comments:
do what you want most, and yep, i admit that sometimes thighs get too complicated when it comes to desire. make the right choices, ok *wink* only you know what you want :)
typo: * things* not *thighs* hehe
a sensitive question.
why do u want to marry now? cant it wait for a few more years?
it's complicated. :) i do want to live with him. it's better to get married than loving him without commitment. i want to have a blessed relationship.
lain - hubungan yang biase biase berbanding hubungan yang ada komitmen.
tapi mana lebih bagus?
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