Friday, January 29, 2016

I just finished from naik hantu because...

My maid threw away the Miu Miu pink box.

Now that I've calmed down...Did I overreact?

What would you do?

Orang yang pergi shopping dekat overseas, they don't even bring back the boxes, right? Kotak jeeeee...

Is it valuable to you?

I completely screamed at her for a good 15 minutes and just banned her from entering my room forever. Like, really, really exploded.

What annoys me the most is...She keeps my son's Lego box, but not my pretty pink box. Idiot.

Arghhh...Now, I am super mad again just thinking about it.

She kept saying that the box was empty.
Masalahnya, itu kotak handbag hantaran saya. It holds a sentimental value. Because that was the first designer handbag that my husband bought for me. And when I married him, he was not even rich, but he still got me a designer bag. I told him if he wanted to splurge for the wedding, splurge on my hantaran gifts. Hantaran I pun tak banyak. 5 dulang je. Satu designer watch, satu designer handbag. Yang lain tu, cheque hantaran/ cincin, telekung and sirih junjung/ kek.

I complained to my husband and he said he will buy me a new one. But it's not the same...I am not lusting over any Miu Miu bag now, I don't want my husband to buy one just so that I can get a new pink box.

I shouted like a crazy woman. She should use her common sense lah okay...Kotak tisu dia simpan, kotak yang cantik cantik dia pergi buang, hello, even if it was not Miu Miu, but with that kind of material, you can tell the box is little bit more expensive than a regular box, like RM20 ke...

What would you do if it happens to you? I mean, it is just one box, and it is just Miu Miu...I je yang jakun sangat...Kalau I ni memang orang kaya-kaya, mesti tak hairan pun, kan?

Thursday, January 28, 2016

Apalah masalah hati rapuh I ni...
Lepas ni dah tak ada flight MAS KL-Amsterdam. I watched the video of the last flight departing, and I cried.
I don't know why I got so emotional. Perhaps it's because MAS/ MAB is no longer one of the best airlines in the world...


Anyway, Mother was asking why do I need Clevamama 10 in 1 pillow. Why can't I just get a normal, cheaper nursing pillow.
Well, I anticipate that this child is going to be smaller. Like, less than 3kg in weight. Perut I kan kecik. The nurses always need to refer me to the doctor for the small tummy. The good thing about this pregnancy, so far, I don't have problem with hemorrhoids. Hurrahhh!!! When I was pregnant with Baby K, defecating was painful and bloody! So, that is another reason how I know that I am carrying less weight on me...

But, can't say too soon, eh...Who knows, this baby might decide to grow rapidly at the end of my pregnancy.

Ahhh...Back to Mother's question, yeah...Since it comes with a body/ head support too, I think it will be a good investment. Baby K was fine without all this support thing, I even swaddle him less than I was supposed to, because he was big and long...He was only 3 kg at birth, but to me, any Malaysian baby weighing more than 3kg and above at birth, is considered huge. Europeans average weight is more than 3.5kg though. Somehow, my friends who gave birth overseas meet their standards too. Besarnyaaaa...I wonder why...Is it the food? The weather?


Right now, Baby K is 29 months old. Let me document a bit about his character:

- still calls me Gegurl  (-_____-")

- refuses to do his number two on the toilet bowl. Whenever he needs to go, he will ask for a diaper

- kuat berpeluh like his father

- and when he is sweaty, he would itch, especially when he's asleep

- whenever I'm around, he would wake up multiple times during his sleep. But, he's better when he sleeps with his grandmother, or when he sleeps with my husband and I'm already off to work. Why!!! Is it my scent?

- likes to tease his parents. Pretend play a lot

- he knows whenever I'm really mad at him. When this happens, he would be quiet and his face would change. He would not wail, but there would be tears rolling down his cheeks. He would cry quietly, just like me. This is the indication that he is truly sad and not pretending

- he doesn't like the naughty chair. The other day, I wanted to punish him, but this smart boy ran to his father instead. Ish...

- whenever he is truly sad, he would isolate himself. He would go into a room, having a strike. If I follow him, he would protest and ask me to wait outside. So, usually, I let him have his own sweet time, then only I come to pujuk

- I can't force him to do things he doesn't want to. Nak mandi? Pujuk with toys. Nak makan? Play with him. Nak tidur? He has to agree to switch off the lights. Dictation doesn't get him anywhere

- Likes to throw things. OMG! I seriously think he gets this from my husband's genes. What's your problem?!

- I do spank him. I spank his hands whenever he throws things on purpose. Especially food and books.

Okay lah. Tu je setakat ni...Banyak lagi sebenarnya, but I have other things to do.
Although my due date is in March, I'm about 80% done with the things I need to prepare to welcome this baby. This is in terms of the things I want/ need to buy.

Other things that we already own are still in the state I used to live. So, once my husbands bring them back here, we will be ready.

My husband was supposed to bring them last week, but the only thing he brought back was the stupid playgym.

Me: You bawa ni je? Mana katil?
Husband: Katil pun nak juga ke? I ingatkan you nak ini je.
Me: Benda ni murah, dahlah mainan dia banyak dah hilang. Baik beli baru. Ni dah lunyai!

I tried not to lose my temper. I should have just thrown away the playgym. People give playgyms as gifts, I will receive one after I deliver. If I don't, I will buy one. We don't need a playgym for a newborn!

He came back without telling me, that's why I didn't give him the list.

Me: So, you balik bawa kereta ni sia-sia je lah.
Him: Ala, nanti I datang lagi.
Me: Kenapa you balik tak bagitau?
Him: Saja, nak surprise. I tak plan nak drive sebenarnya. I ingatkan nak naik flight. Tapi bila I keluarkan kereta nak pergi airport, I terus drive sampai sini.

He does this often. Memanglah best bila di surprise, but I already reminded him for so many times to tell me if he ever comes back with a car, because I need him to bring me things!

That night, he brought us to dinner. Before we arrived at the restaurant, he stopped for petrol.

Me: Aik, kenapa pakai Petron? (He usually uses Shell)
Him: Saja...I nak try minyak Blaze 100.
Me: Haa?
Him: Macam V-Power...RON 97...Tapi ni 100, paling latest punya. Haaa...Cuba you rasa, sedap kan?

Then it hit me- he came with the car secara spontan ni sebab nak try minyak! I know him, he would totally do something like this!


Because I'm pregnant and hormonal, I was hurt. My husband ni tak fikir ke pasal anak. There are so many things he could have brought back: the playpen, the baby mattress, the pillow set, the Fisher Price bouncer, the box where I put all my unused pantang items and my bengkung, the baby bathtub. Itu belum masuk kalau I minta he brings the loose, small items lagi, the baju, the mittens, the swaddles, all kept nicely in the baby drawer.

Geram gila I.

Even though he said he could bring them next time, I know it will be very tight. He will go abroad for 2 weeks soon. And he certainly could not come the week before that because he needs to attend a course. So, this weekend? Well, he will still be here! The week after he comes back? What if I already deliver at that time! How can I be at peace waiting for my delivery when I don't even know where my baby would be sleeping. Plus, kena buat laundry semua!

That's why lah I prepare early, because I don't want to mengangkut barang seorang diri.

I stress okay! So, now, I am on a strike, I don't care, I'm going silent sebab I memang tak puas hati. He doesn't even get what my concerns are, I pun malas nak explain, sebab nanti he would say that I nag too much. Tapi, my husband tu kan memang blur. Sampaikan when he talks to me, I have to tell him, "I don't want to talk to you." Kalau I diam je, memang dia takkan tak tahu pasal this cold war. Now that I already declare that I refuse to talk to him, I hope he makes up to me big time!

Eeee...I am mad at myself too because I don't know why I need to find the best bargain for something I really want. Tengoklah my husband tu, he spends so much, why must I kena fikir tentang pembaziran.

Haaa, nak senang, beli je semua set baru. Let us have double of everything. You don't want to bring them over, just buy me new ones! He would be happy to do it sebab tak menyusahkan dia, but I will end up rasa semak je...Like, why do I need two of this?

I spend so much time hunting for the best price, using vouchers that would give me the lowest value, I downloaded so many apps so that I can compare the prices. You think it's easy?

It is all worth it when your research becomes fruitful. For example, I got this new Clevamama 10 in 1 nursing pillow for RM250 only. The price from Mothercare is RM370. Asked a personal shopper in UK, she also quoted RM370. Online, it is roughly RM320. Found the cheapest at RM280, and negotiated for RM250. So happy! The seller said okay in the spirit of CNY katanya...First time I negotiate macam ni and buat COD- sebab takut kena tipu, why so cheap...

But, it is becoming exhausting. After some time, you will get used to the high price, in the end, you rasa macam, "Oohh...It's not that expensive...Beli je lah! Malas nak fikir..."

That's what happened to me. I ada terbeli this swaddle for RM200. Like, what the hell, one single swaddle for RM200! Special sangat ke? I was tempted by, "It gives you 2 hours extra sleep." My sleep is precious. Plus, I tell myself not to berkira dengan anak.

I'm so scared my daughter ni suka nangis and susah nak tidur. Because that's what I do in this pregnancy. Asyik menangis je, and having difficulties to fall asleep. Haishhh...

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Just curious...You guys pakai set berpantang apa ha?

Well, I used the Tanamera set, but I did not finish the regime. Haha. I didn't have the discipline lah...I remember that I did not even enjoy the post natal massages...

Mother was not happy and just now, she even mentioned how I didn't take care of my body back then...

This time around, I hope I can stick to something simple, short course and minimal. Buat syarat je... Any recommendation?
Just before I went out for a quick shopping while Baby K was sleeping, Mother suggested me to take her to my aunt's house. She casually told me that my cousin, who used to be a stay-at-home mom, is now back to work.
"So, who is taking care of the children?" I asked.
"Her sister."
"Ohh...She has a maid now?"
"Agaknya lah. Sebab anak dia sendiri 2 orang. Lepas tu, tambah lagi 2 orang. Mestilah ada orang tolong."

"Kenapa kerja balik?" I asked. "Sebab ekonomi gawat ke?"
" Dia dah bercerailah..."

I didn't ask further about it. Malas nak masuk campur hal rumah tangga orang. Lagipun, I can't really be listening to rumours, unless it comes from my cousin herself.

Anyway, we knew her marriage was on the rocks. It was supposed to be hush hush thing, but it turned out my other cousin knew about it too. Aiyoo...

The thing is, why do people tend to blame the woman?

It happens that her, now ex-husband is a likeable person. He is friendly, quite good looking...
So, when my cousin got mad because he was texting another woman from work, many thought she was overreacting.

"Oohhh...Tak ada apalah...Ali tu kan baik...Rajin masak...Dia tu memang jenis peramah...Tu kawan kerja je tu...Biasalah kalau dengan kawan tempat kerja..."
"Ala...Masalahnya, Mimi tu tak kerja. Bila tak kerja, mudah rasa inferior. Banyak fikir bukan-bukan..."

Waahhh...Jadi housewife pulak dipersalahkan.

I mean, if there's really nothing, why did you lafaz cerai? Why can't you just pujuk her and give her the reassurance she needed?

Same goes to Fasha Sandha and her ex-husband. People keep saying, "It's karma."
Well, well, well...What about the guy?!!! He wanted her too, if not, why did he let Nora Danish go? What karma has fallen onto the guy, huh?

Oh, well, nak komen banyak-banyak pun tak boleh sebab tak tahu keadaan sebenar.

Right now, I'm worried for our future, the future of our country.
If Father was alive, he would've been devastated to see the current state we are in right now.

On Facebook, one of the products of Qu Puteh got banned. Most have uneducated comments.

I don't know lah whether Malaysia really has a lot of uneducated people, or, educated people simply just don't comment on anything that's outside of their knowledge.

These people haa...They really like to play the racial card, which I absolutely hate.
Like, "Biasalah...Nak jatuhkan perniagaan orang Melayu..."
"Melayu penuh dengan perasaan hasad dengki."


This has got nothing to do with Melayu atau tak. Kalau dah bahaya tu, bahaya je lah. Apa kena mengena dengan bangsa pula ni? Bila KKM buat kerja, you guys tak nak percaya. Bila jadi bahaya apa-apa kelak, you all akan salahkan KKM jugak.

You want to be racist? Be racist to your own race. It's a disease, you know. Malays like to put blames on others. Otak tu sempit sangat...

That's why I'm so upset when I found out there will be no government sponsorship to further studies.

Islam encourages us to berhijrah, belajar sampai ke negeri China, merantau mencari ilmu, don't be comfortable at one place. Do you know why? So, we can learn about other cultures, be more global, gain more knowledge and experiences.

Nanti, tinggallah rakyat-rakyat yang kolot macam ni.
Disclaimer: I'm not looking down at the local graduates at all, in fact, I, myself am currently pursuing my post grad studies in one of the local univeristies. It's just that, I feel that it's very important to expose ourselves to other environments- hence, grabbing whatever opportunities to explore the world.

It's different tau, going for a vacation and actually living and blending in with other people. Learning how it feels to be a minority in a foreign place for a change. Have people look down to you just because you are different, doing a dirty somewhat degrading job that people think only stupid people do it, when in fact you are actually a PhD student, for example.

Yes, you can learn all about this if you have good teachers. Besides, we have the Internet, information at the tip of the fingers. But, may I remind you:
- Experience is the best teacher of all.
- Information is not knowledge.

So, I am asking my husband to save up so we can provide the best education for our children.

Anyway, I may not able to convey what I'm really trying to say, but with this limited writing skills that I have, I hope people can understand the messages.

Do you know what I worry about?
About us, who think we are becoming more Islamic, pakai jubah dan hijab, ada private school Islam, pre-school pun Islamic with English medium, but in actual fact, kita ni semakin mundur tanpa disedari. Kita je perasan kita ni lagi bagus dari orang-orang zaman mak bapak, datuk moyang kita...Dulu-dulu, at least, they exchanged food with their neighbours, tapi zaman sekarang, we tend to question every single little thing. Ini tak halal, tu tak halal, ini halal tapi tak toyyiban, ini halal diragui walaupun dah ada cop halal, airlines ni airlines halal, nak naik keretapi halal...WTF!

Seriously, people...

Friday, January 22, 2016

Have you watched the latest video of Tun M and his wife singing?

I cried...

Because I don't know whether my husband and I would live that long...
I don't know whether we would still love each other that much at that age...
I don't know whether we are going to be together...

I hope so.

But with so many of marriage break-ups going on around us, I'm scared. I'm being paranoid again!

I never judge these people.
Kadang-kadang, sedih baca komen orang lain. Ada yang quote, "Kalau kita jaga hubungan dengan Allah, Allah akan jaga hubungan kita dengan manusia."
Although, it's true to a certain extent, but you cannot generalize lah...Ada je Ustadz Ustazah yang bercerai.

But, really, sometimes, I just imagine myself being in their shoes. Sedih nak mampus lah kan...Flashback to all the good times that my husband and I had together. Imagining things could go wrong soon...

My husband thinks I'm being ridiculous again and so malas to layan me...He was quiet the whole day.

Me: Apa komen you?
Husband: You tu mulalah nak merepek...Baik I diam je...
Me: You cakap you tak busy hari ni!
Husband: Hari ni kan hari Khamis...Khamis lah hari busy I...Kaki I pun dah bengkak ni...

See...Malas layan punya orang.


I asked my husband what he wants for his birthday,

Dengan laju sekali dia reply, "I nak jam XXX. I dah survey dah. Harga dia RMXXX"

Me: You kan baru beli jam?
Husband: Tu jam mahal...Ni jam untuk pakai hari hari.
Me: Jam Tissot you mana? Hilang eh?
Husband: Ada...Tapi I lupa letak dekat mana...I dah cari dah, tak jumpa...
Me: Samalah tu! You tiru ayat I je...It's not missing, it's misplaced. Kenapa tipu I?
Husband: Tipu apa?
Me: You cakap, you exchange jam Oris dengan Tissot adik you. Sebenarnya, jam Oris tu pun hilang kan?
Husband: Tak hilang...I lupa letak dekat mana...Nanti mesti jumpa...
Me: Haaa! Cakaplah lupa! Kenapa tipu?
Husband: I tak nak you bising...
Me: Bisinglah! I beli jam tu mahal tau. You ni, tak appreciate langsung.
Husband: You pun pernah hilang jam Tissot you dekat masjid.
Me: Yang tu, murah je! Tu jam yang I beli sendiri. Dah! I taknak beli jam untuk you! Mahal! Lagipun you suka hilangkan!


A few days ago, I asked him again.

Me: You taknak handphone ke?
Husband: Handphone yang I nak tu, tak keluar lagi...
Me: I belanja you beg lah!
Husband: Bag apa?
Me: Bag yang you dah beli tu...
Husband: Tapi I dah beli kan bag tu...I bayar cash.
Me: Ye lah, I bayarlah balik.
Husband: Hahahaha. Mana boleh macam tu!
Me: Kita celebrate tidur hotel, nak?
Husband: I takde lah masa tu...Kan I kena fly sehari sebelum birthday I...

So, yeah...My husband will leave this heavily pregnant mother for 2 weeks, 2 weeks before my due date.

Me: Kalau I bersalin awal, macam mana?
Husband: Tak lah...Nanti I doa banyak-banyak.
Me: Nanti, orang ingat I ni single mother. Kasihan...
Husband: Sempatlah...I pergi 12 hari je...Lagipun Baby K lewat kan...
Me: Itu first pregnancy! Sekarang ni dah second pregnancy. Dah longgar.
Husband: So, you nak I cancel ke? Nak I awalkan sikit trip tu?
Me: Tak payahlah...Tak apa...Okay kot...

I kan memang jenis independent woman like that.

Tomorrow I need to make sure everything is ready. Because I don't think I will shop when my husband is away. Siapa nak angkat barang?

And, I still don't know what to get for his birthday.
All I know is, I'm going to use that hotel voucher that I won. Apparently, it comes with a butler.

Wow, a butler! What shall I order him to do? Then, it came to my mind. Yes, I will ask him to decorate the room for a mini birthday celebration. Won't that be enough? It is special, right?


Me: Abang, ada budak ni kan, masa dia pregnant, husband dia bawa pergi Korea! Just to cheer her up.
Husband: Laaa...Kan I dah bawa you pergi Sabah...
Me: Itu Sabah! Lagipun, I yang bawa you pergi Sabah! You bawa body je kot...
Husband: Hahahaha! Tapi you memang pandai buat planning ni semua. I mana tahu...
Me: *Rolls eyes*

Planning a trip is a headache when noone is helping, okay. Especially when I have to take into considerations his interests and my son's interests, trying to make it suitable for everyone to enjoy.

I am happy to do it, but not happy to do it at the same time. Haha. I know if I let somebody else do it, it won't be perfect and I would find many faults. Tapi, it consumes so much of my time and energy, last-last I yang stress,,,

It's complicated. Haha.

Sunday, January 17, 2016

Oh, my God...Berpinar biji mata study pasal stroller. Can't believe I'm doing this even with my second baby.

I thought of passing my son's stroller to his sister, so I could buy a new stroller for my son, which doesn't really require to have all the 'newborn and upwards' features...But, my husband doesn't think my son would give up his stroller for his baby sister. Plus, he thinks every baby deserves brand new items...

So, I am back to researching for the perfect stroller. Nothing is perfect lah okay...My choice would be perfect if it's cheap and is a free standing stroller when folded. They are those features in other strollers, but you have to attach the car seat to the stroller if you want to use it from newborn. Meh, defeats the purpose of being lightweight and compact in the first place, like, duh!

Anyway, I have finally found where to buy the Puj Flyte and also, accepted the fact that it's something I am willing to splurge on...Made price comparisons and put it in my wishlist. 3 days later, it's gone and I will probably have to resort to the more expensive one.

What the hell! Who is stealing my Puj! Stress aku...

Anyway, I felt like my firstborn was fasting today. He refused to eat or drink, even his favourite food. I knew he was dry because he went to pee once only. He kept suckling me, like he was a baby again. Attach je di situ sampai tertidur-tidur. That's when I felt his body was warmer than usual. No wonder he lost his appetite and didn't request to go out to play. Tapi tak ada pulak batuk, selsema, muntah, cirit birit, sakit perut...Kesian dia...

Last-last I beli bubur ayam McD for dinner. He finished that. And before he went to sleep, he finally had his first milk of the day before his bedtime. I hope he will get better tomorrow.

Good night...

Friday, January 15, 2016

My husband and I had a fight over something so trivial. We did not contact each other for over 24 hours. Masing-masing ego kan...

At the back of my mind, I knew he was supposed to come back on Friday. He initially said he would. Probably that was the reason he had been quiet. He wanted to surprise me? He was on the flight? He was driving?

I waited for him but didn't get my hope high. He didn't show up on Friday. I thought he must be really mad at me. Eh, but I was super mad at him too! Whatever lahh! Malas nak layan. I was all ready to give the silent treatment.

Anyway, my family and I attended a wedding on Saturday. He called me when I was at the wedding but I did not answer. How dare him leave me for 24 hours!

While in the car, on the way to my brother's place, Mother received a call from my husband. She didn't pick up on time. Now, he called me. I didn't want to make a scene in front of Mother and the maid, so I answered. Because of this, my plan went down the drain.

Him: Mana semua orang? Abang ada depan rumah ni.
Me: Kita pergi wedding lah...Sekarang nak pergi rumah abang I.
Him: Habis tu, I macam mana?
Me: Kita jumpa dekat rumah abang I je lah...

When he arrived, terpaksalah buat macam biasa. Sebab dekat rumah orang kan...Takkan nak muncung2 pulak. Haha.

We didn't talk about it until the end. Sabar je lah aku...But he did bring me out to shop. And we cuddled in the mornin4g before I went to work. And he was the first to say "I love you".

We got separated again after 3 days.


The next day, we were talking on the phone.

Me: Penat ke?
Him: Penatlah...Pukul 5.30am dah keluar rumah, nak hantar Abang Man pergi airport.
Me: Ye ke? Kenapa isteri dia tak hantar? Dia taknak susahkan isteri dia kot...Lama ke dia pergi?
Him: Kejap je...Besok balik lah.
Me: Eh, kejapnya!
Him: Abang Man mana boleh pergi lama. Isteri dia tak bagi. Isteri dia tu bukannya faham. Nanti bising.

Him: Tengok macam I punya isteri. Kalau I balik awal ke, lambat ke, okay je...
Me: Eleh! Kalau isteri you bising, you bukannya dengar cakap I pun!
Him: Sebab I dah tau isteri I ni perangai macam mana...Jadi kita jangan layan dia. Hahaha!
Me: You tak pujuk pun I! You tak bawa pun bunga...
Him: Budaya I tak bagi bunga.
Me: You tak bawa pun kuih akok.
Him: Nanti basi lah...


But he did bring me chocolates. I knew he was sorry because he brought back my favourite chocolates and a new kind of chocolate I hadn't tried before.

"Cuba you try chocolate ni. Orang jual tu cakap, ni yang paling sedap."

I pun makan chocolate tu dengan happy. Patutlah I tak jadi sambung marah masa husband I balik hari tu...Disogok tanpa sedar rupanya...

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Been surfing online and doing some research on baby stuff.

Get stressed out because either I can't find them in Malaysia, or they are way too expensive for something so plastic/ simple (must be the currency convertion factor).

And so I thought I could be cheap with this second baby because I can recycle some of the things from my first born...

Last-last macam sama je because even though I know where not to spend unnecessarily, I also really, really want those expensive items just because they are so practical.

For example, Puj Flyte for RM200. Seriously? It's just styrofoam and I can only use it for 2-3 months. To buy, or not to buy...

Ada siapa nak jual as secondhand tak? I don't mind! (My husband does, but he doesn't have to know, haha)

Friday, January 1, 2016

It's the new year and my husband is so busy. He's been travelling long distance, meeting up with new partners, settling his work and stuff. Duduk rumah pun keluar pagi, balik lewat. I pula, memang kerja. We communicate mainly via Whatsapp. By the time he arrives home, whenever he's in Klang Valley, he'd be so tired and only spends time entertaining our son. I pun tak kacau sangat. Lepas tu, dia pengsan.

When he was in Singapore recently, he told me he was not going to shop for anything. His friend just handed him a business to take over because his friend couldn't handle it. So, my husband needed capitals to rombak everything, that's why can't spend money unnecessarily.

Lepas tu, me and my paranoia kan...Hehehe...

Anyway, a few days ago, I arrived home first. Was feeding my son his dinner when my husband came home. Then, he handed me a gift. Awww...So sweet...He bought it in Singapore.

Sigh. Actually, my husband surprises me more than I surprise him lah. I rarely give him anything as presents. If I do, I usually ask him first, and I'm always so reluctant to spend so much, the kedekut in me...Tapi lelaki ni lagi senang, can give surprise dinners or surprise flowers- both are quite affordable. Both also able to make me very happy...Haha.

Anyway, this post is dedicated to him, even though he doesn't read my blog, I hope he knows that I appreciate him very much. Can't wait to wear my new bag, especially after the jubah I ordered online arrives. I'm pregnant and refuse to wear maternity clothes, so pakai jubah jubah je lah...Sanggup pakai seluar dengan Belly Belt, one of the most useful inventions ever for pregnant women, just a bit overpriced.

Thank you, husband. Busy, busy pun, ingat wife lagi. So sweet lah you. Penat penat pun still teman pergi Tesco and didn't let me lift the groceries, walaupun i think tak berat mana pun...And it's not like my due date is next month ke ape...

I found out I just won a voucher for a night stay in a hotel in KL. Yeay! Perhaps can redeem it for his birthday next month. And plan something special for him. I hope I can make him happy as much as he makes me happy.