My parents are reluctant with me marrying my boyfriend soon. To them, I am still young and I need to widen my candidates so I'd choose the best one.
I don't feel young.
They still love my ex-boyfriend, perhaps. Because there would be no problem at all if I were to marry my ex.
I probably will secretly get married next year. Or sooner. Hmm...
We can't go on like this, hugging and kissing like there are no heaven and hell. I want our relationship to be right and blessed.
Yes, a secret marriage would be our last resort.
I always put my parents first, I do not want to end up like those girls who elope and leave their families behind. (Although, I am not planning to elope, just secretly married).
And my decision to get married to this man isn't made promptly. I am not marrying for the sole purpose of wanting to have sex. I want him. I need him. Why can't I have him?
Why is marriage so wrong for me in my parents' point of views?
3 hours ago