My ex-boyfriend, left me for someone better, and is now married to her.
My boyfriend always remind me that: You are a good person. God will pair you up with a good person too. Tuhan dah cakap kan...
My ex-boyfriend told me he never touched his then girlfriend because his girlfriend doesn't allow him. I conclude, she must be a really, really good person.
Now that she is married to my ex-boyfriend, doesn't that make him a good person too?
(God pairs a good person with another good person.)
So, if he is a good person, but he doesn't end up with me, I wonder, what the hell is wrong with me, I must be not good afterall!
Thinking about my ex-boyfriend is depressing. Our relationship ended in a horrible way, but we stayed friends until the day his wedding invitation arrived.
Even though I hate him, I also despise him for not choosing me over his new woman. It is the ego in me, I guess.
After much thinking, I decide that I should not be hating my ex-boyfriend. Whatever happened, is really not his fault, isn't it? Because she is his jodoh, and jodoh is fixed by God. Why should I blame him for causing this heartache, when God has planned everything for us?
But, is it fair? Is it fair to play with people's hearts, and when things don't work out, all you say is, "Tak ade jodoh..." Are you not guilty?
And why am I not good?
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