Ada budak tu suka sangat duduk dalam perut Mommy! I've been walking every single day trying to induce myself, but to no avail. Sometimes, I would feel pain or contractions, but once I stopped walking, it would go away...I don't even know what else to buy! Okay, that reminds me, I have to buy a thermos. At first, I thought I won't be needing it because I will breastfeed my baby. But then, Mother's house has no water heater, so kesian baby kena mandi air sejuk nanti.
Baju baby pun ada enam je...Entah, don't want to go overboard and don't know exactly what size to buy. Many say babies will outgrow the clothes pretty fast, visitors will buy you gifts, etc, so might as well jangan membazir. But, I've trained my husband, in case of emergency (clothes supply running low), I showed him where to go and I want my teenage niece to go with him to avoid him from choosing ugly/ ridiculously expensive baby apparels. Ataupun, beli online je...
People have been advising me to eat whatever I want now since I would be in pantang during Hari Raya celebration. So, I've broken my 9-month record without raw food as I finally had some sushis and oysters. Sikit aje...One time tu, teringin makan lemang, so beli lemang sedap but rendang tak sedap.
Yesterday, I dragged myself to see the doctor (I really thought it would be the last time previously). Everybody was pleasant, service was good but my blood is dropping. It was 10.6. I thought it was okay but the doctor said this is crucial especially since baby is growing, he is 39 weeks today. So, I need to consume extra pills, drink more milk etc. Husband was unaware about the seriousness of this condition at first. While waiting for the doctor to scan me, my eyes began to water. Felt like a bad mother. But I quickly snapped out of it before anyone could see. Like, Ectopy, apa ni sikit sikit nak nangis! The scan, on the other hand, showed normal amount of air ketuban, so thank God for that.
My husband said, I don't need to fast and must start to focus on increasing my blood supply. I don't know...I feel fine, the baby 's movement is fine...I am afraid God will accuse me of purposely skip my Rukun Islam when we are both fine. I thought the reason my baby is still snuggling inside of me is because I believe God wants to ease my journey, so I don't have to qada' puasa. But now, with this news...I really don't know. I serahkan semuanya pada Allah and Allah's plans are the best for me.
Funny thing is, semalam je husband beriya iya suruh tak payah puasa. Hari ni lupa terus. I am fasting today, but he has not said anything yet. Lupa lah tu...Since the doctor has prescribed more meds for me, lets try that route first and see whether it is effective or not, eh?
Actually, I am a bit under the weather. Batuk sampai tak ada suara. Nasib baik demam tak sangat. Risau juga, nanti baby keluar berjangkit dengan I pula...Pray for my speedy recovery, okay...
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