Today, I am a bit annoyed. I know, I know, I shouldn't write in anger, but whatever, I'll give it an exception this time.

I was on a flight today and I was seated next to a stupid man. Urgh, I was like, leaning against the window for the whole journey, fearing that people would think I am with him.

He was playing with his phone when the stewardess asked him to switch off his phone. He then spoke to his friend, who was sitting at the next aisle, "Ala, bukannya ada effect pun kalau tak off handphone," very loudly and proudly.

Eh, bodoh, kalau tak ada effect, tak adalah orang bersusah payah nak buat peraturan untuk switch off your phone. Nampak sangat kau ni bodoh tak belajar Physics kan? Lepas tu dengan muka tak malunya menyerlahkan kekurangan diri sendiri. And indirectly, he was teaching the kid (I am guessing he's the friend's son) the wrong thing some more!

Kononlah selalu naik kapal terbang, dah biasa, cuma selama ni kau bernasib baik tak pernah jadi apa-apa. Kalau betul-betul jadi? Kalau memang salah kau kapal terbang tu terhempas, memang aku saman kau sampai 7 keturunan kau tak pernah naik kapal terbang!

Eeee...Dahlah duduk sebelah I pulak tu.

Just like patients who refuse to follow doctor's order, because, "Saya rasa okay, sebab tu saya tak makan ubat darah tinggi tu..."

Just like students who don't want to study Calculus, "Ala, bukan guna pun dalam kehidupan hari-hari."

Bila dah kena, baru terhegeh-hegeh nak menyesal.

There are reasons for every single thing! In an emergency, you have to always to put the Oxygen mask on yourself first before you attend anybody else because the air is thinner up there. You won't be able to sustain long enough as you think (like when you are on the ground) in that kind of situation.

Sometimes, I wish I am brave enough to give strangers pieces of my mind.

Dahlah bodoh, degil pulak tu.

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Someone said this, "Orang Melayu ni, masuk universiti sebab dasar kasihan. Kalau dibandingkan, sebenarnya tak layak pun. Sebab tu, bila dah masuk universiti, dah keluar universiti pun, masih tak pandai lagi! Dahlah tak pandai, orang bagi peluang jadi pandai, tapi masih bodoh lagi. Macam mana?"

On the other hand, "Every wise man was once stupid."

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My friend wrote something like this on Facebook, "FB has become a place for religious extremists, right/ left wing politicians, businesses." It's no longer fun and it's true.

Some time ago, I always tried to stay updated by reading every single status. Lepas tu I akan menyesal, like, "What the hell did I just read?! What a waste of my precious time!"

But now, I am smarter. My mind knows how to screen for intelligent status updates.

Sometimes, I wonder, orang yang update useless status banyak-banyak ni, banyak sangat complaint. Tapi kan, kau ni tak kerja ke complaint benda bukan-bukan ni?

Argh!

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One status made me uneasy.

Something like this lah, "Ada orang hantar anak-anak pergi sekolah agama tapi tak pakai tudung." tapi status dia lebih panjang dan lebih pedas, and it's from someone yang alim-alim.

To their defence, laaa, Islam kan suruh bersangka baik, mana tau yang hantar tu bukan mak budak, orang gaji budak ke, mana tau kan.

Sepatutnya kita bersyukurlah, sekurang-kurangnya dia hantar anak dia pergi sekolah agama. Berusaha nak beri pelajaran agama pada anak. Biar yang professional ajar anak tu, bukan diri sendiri yang serba kekurangan nak cuba ajar anak pasal agama dekat rumah.

Dan bukankah lebih baik kita doakan semoga ibu bapanya pun terbuka hati.

Yang kau pergi kutuk dekat Facebook tu apasal?

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I am also annoyed when reading blogs. Dahlah zaman sekarang ni susah nak cari blog yang best. When I found one that I like, tengok-tengok ada entri yang kontroversi lah kan.

Basically, gaduh-gaduh dalam blog. Dah besar panjang, ada yang dah kahwin, ada yang dah beranak pinak, pastu kan, gaduh gaduh.

Mula-mula tu best lah, sebab gosip kan, but then, jadi sakit kepala, especially those yang curse tu. Curses pulak yang style lelaki punya, like, very violent and aggressive. Low class. Ada tu, siap panggil gang lagi untuk back up/ serang menyerang, macam kes bully pun ye jugak.

I think kan, kalau nak confront pun kan, tak payah in public. You mention names, letak gambar lah, letak screen shots lah...Ni bukan confrontation, ini intended humiliation.

Pastu, kes Ariana tu kan...Ramai betul orang terkesan. Nasib baik I ni detach.

It makes me realize readers are very curious. The reason they decide to dig into her life is because she seems so perfect and mysterious.

I remain anonymous because there are things that I cannot talk openly in real life. For example, if I were to talk about Father's will, you can't expect me to discuss with my friends about it. Financial status is private but at the same time, you want to know whether this situation happens in other people's lives too. If everybody keeps it private to themselves, how would I know whether this is normal or not?

Sometimes, I nak share jugak, betapa terkejutnya I melihat jumlah yang I dapat (pada I, banyaklah, pada korang tak banyak kot, I ni kan jakun), betapa bangganya I terhadap bapak I yang tak seberapa tu pun dapat kumpul harta untuk kami, boleh jadi motivasi pada orang lain, betapa complicated nya pengurusan harta ni sebab melibatkan extended families jugak, and all the dramas involved, OMG, I really really want to tell! Obviously, cannot tell my friends sebab nanti membuka pekung di dada, mengaibkan keluarga sendiri. But sekarang ni I anonymous, eh keluarga siapa yang malu tu, korang tak tau kan...

But I have got people commenting that I was showing off.

Aiyo, if I were to show off, I would tell my friends who know me lah.

Jadi anonymous pun susah. Jadi anonymous pun kena careful with the topics you want to write about. I thought that's the purpose I became an anonymous in the first place! To say things I really want without having people judging me! No restriction.

Karang I tulis banyak-banyak karang, ada pulak orang nak expose I ni, macam mana? Habislah tutup blog!

Hahahaha...!