Although I regard myself as having a high threshold for pain...

But you know what? Going through labour naturally, is better than having migraine. I really cannot stand the slightest throbbing headache.

Sakit gila nak mampus.

At least kalau bersalin, I know it would be over once the baby is out, but migraine...It feels like forever...

Just now I took 2 tablets of Panadols 9am. Then, I guling-guling menangis, I so badly wanted to take another 2 tablets, but I knew I should take the next one at 1pm.
But, when I opened my eyes, it was only 10am, like seriously! How long moreeeee...!!!

Kids got frightened and left me by myself. They told my mother- Mommy sakit kepala, menangis, macam kena tumbuk.
Which is exactly how it feels! Bergegar otak...

I really hate migraine attacks. I know other people have it worse, but they would talk to you like normal, still smiling...Well, not me. It happened at work a couple of times before, and I completely shut down. I just walked away, laid down, cried and had a nap. I cannot even see or read!

Giving birth is better. Because the pain comes and goes and you get to relax for a bit. I secretly took Panadols before I gave labour, twice, and I think it helped a tiny bit to reduce the pain.
And you are more prepared before giving birth. Because the pain slowly builds up.

Unlike migraine, terus stabbing you in the head without warning. Which makes me feel like I'd rather crack my skull open, and just remove whatever it is that causing the pain.

My kryptonite.

I've been losing a lot of stuff lately. I really need to imorove on my memory. I usually don't bother so much if I lose stuff, you know, they are always replacable...But what drives me nuts is the fact that I was sure they were with me, so why can't I remember!

I misplaced my sunglasses, for now, I'm not gonna say I lost them...Hmm, do you know how freaking difficult it is for me to find a good pair of sunnies!

I've always asked for a pair of good sunnies for my birthday, but nobody ever got me, because they know how funny I would look if they got the wrong one.

Last good pair of sunnies I had were- the cheap M&S wayfarer, which was lost in the plane. And the cheap H&M aviator which was so overused...

Then, after I had a proper job and years of hunting, my husband finally bought a really good pair, and now they are gone. So sad. I hope I will let them go  Y tomorrow. No point stressing myself over this.

And you know what? I also recently lost my house keys and my name stamp. And last week I forgot my car keys! The office was already closed, so I had to go home by Uber, and brought another car the next day. I had 2 cars at my workplace for a couple of days or so, because

- too scared to take Uber at night just to bring that car home

- my son has taekeando lessons on certain nights

- too lazy to take Uber to work early in the morning. Besides, I need to send kids to school first

- and, my husband was not around

Is this a sign of old age?

And why am I only writing about it now?

Because, actually, I wanted to write about a very specific YSL small wallet that I've been looking for, but I can't find. Why! Why can't I find that wallet! Ugh, so annoying. Should've bought it when I was overseas! Why didn't I get it!