I realize I might have sounded ungrateful in my last post.
It's so hard to please everybody and it's difficult to portray what I am feeling especially when I am not an eloquent person, not a good writer either.
Still, I feel the need to clarify things, or explain myself. Just, not right now...
Because, like I said before, all I want is, for the next 6 weeks to be over so I can reclaim my energy.
18 hours ago