I have big dreams for my child.
Like, for example, I wanted to send him for baby swimming class but I never did, and he's no longer a baby.
I wanted to teach him flashcards but I never started because Mother doesn't like messy cards (we live in her house now) and she believes children should just play.
I want to send him to a mixed playschool because I want to be the one who teaches him surah-surah lazim (coz I am tamak pahala like that) and I want him to mix around --> next year's goal.
I want him to learn horse riding and archery and I wanted to bring him to the library on weekends.
But...This weekend, he woke up at 10am. He wanted to play outside and I let him. I pujuk him to mandi. Then, he had a shower and waterplay. I fed him lunch. Then he had his nap. After that, he rode his tricycle. It was time for dinner. Can't do much at nighttime except watched TV and let him play with his cousin. He slept.
Sooo unproductive right...
7 hours ago