At least I'm in Malaysia lah kan. Musim hujan pun dah berselimut. I can't imagine kalau winter. Dahlah electricity and gas mahal gila, tengah crisis kan...Walaupun I ni jenis tahan sejuk, I just can't.
Back to my depression...I know this is serious because I've been sleeping and eating, gaining weight, neglecting housework, no interest whatsoever...Not getting any professional help yet, but I do hope I snap out of it very soon.
Everyday, I tell my children that I am sad, I feel stupid...This can't be good for them to hear me, their own mother, saying all this. But, I really don't have anybody else.
Very good kids, they are, sometimes when they see my expressionless face, they would offer me a cuddle.
I am such a failure lah, not good in anything, I am just humiliating myself. Kenapalah I macam ni...
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I'm having what you are having right now or maybe not. I dunno. I don't know if I am depressed. I don't want to be depressed. Don't wanna be unhealthy I cannot afford that. I act happy or indifferece at work. But I work makes me sad which result to me procastinating on many thing. I pray both of us can get through this. -Jj
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