I've been meaning to update. Every time, I wrote halfway and stopped, there are so many drafts accumulated and saved! Blame my short attention spam brain. That is me. I am easily bored and always needs constant stimulation.
Last night, I had difficulty to fall asleep. So, to pass the time, I have decided on the topic I want to write today!
In respect of Ramadhan yang mulia, I'll pen down stories about the kind-hearted, good-willing people, sejuk mak bapak mengandungkan korang.
Okay, here goes.
The first story is about my friend. She comes from a very wealthy family but she's so humble at the same time. She always wore baju kurung during our college days, and she wore her tudung, but not the fancy kind.
I have always admired her flawless skin. She was quite plump back then, but I appreciated her soft features. I thought she was pretty if you actually took a long look at her.
If you don't know her, you wouldn't know how comfortable her life is.
She had her early education in a religious school and it really shows!
As you might have guessed, we are no longer that innocent girls. Sometimes, we wish we were still the same, how can we have changed so much...
According to her, when she was little, whenever her parents scolded her, she would cry and feel very guilty. She would pray to God to take her life away, so she would no longer hurt her parents' feelings. She used to feel that she was such a bad daughter that she didn't deserve to live.
Well, when I was little, I could be very rude to Mother! I even wished for a different set of parents whenever I was mad!
It makes me wonder. What was so bad that she ever did? I'm sure her parents don't know about her doa, but if they do, they would be the most grateful parents to have a child like her.
Nowadays, whenever they quarrel, she still prays, but mainly for the fight to be done and over with.
The recent Bersih rally.
My friend is working overseas and both she and her husband were not happy with the PSD scholars who also did a demonstration in the foreign land.
She put up her Facebook status displaying her opinion on this matter, and of course, it caused some stir.
Basically, she said those who joined are ungrateful brats and the scholarship that they received are better deserved for other people who actually stick behind the government. "Aren't you ashamed? You come here to study, using the government's money, but instead of studying, you show you disrespect to the Malaysian government."
Bla bla bla. Someone commented, "Mind you, there is no such word as the government money. It's actually duit rakyat."
"Haa...Betul. Duit rakyat. Aku pun bayar tax jugak. Jadi, aku haramkan duit aku tu untuk kegunaan budak-budak ni!"
And no more people commented after that.
The issue on halal haram is quite complicated.
I know this guy, who further his studies on a scholarship by some Yayasan Islam Negeri or something like that.
After one year of studying, he told me about his summer plans. To apply for a normal scholarship and discontinue the one he already had.
Why, I asked.
Apparently, he felt burdened. "Sebab duit yang saya buat belajar ni, duit orang derma, orang zakat..." he explained. Therefore, he was compelled to make full use of the money, meaning he had to study really hard and never to use the money for personal gain.
"Saya rasa saya tak berhak untuk guna duit ni untuk berjalan-jalan. Mungkin ada orang lain yang lebih layak untuk biasiswa ni."
I, on the other hand, never really thought about it that way.
He made me realize, the scholarship/ loan that we are granted with, merupakan satu amanah.
But did that refrain me from travelling? Hell, no.
Don't worry, I will pay everything back. I taknak hutang dibawa mati.
Therefore, as an extra to the amount of money I need to pay, as long as I live, I will try to contribute as much as I could to the rakyat. And that is to compensate any misuse of the money, whether intentionally or not while I was being funded.
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