Wednesday, November 23, 2022

Feeling super annoyed today. Entahlah...For the past few years, I've been feeling weird. Like, I think I should be diagnosed with Autism or ADHD, I don't know...

I am always a last-minute kinda girl. I procrastinate, even with very important things- this cannot be normal. I can't focus. When I wan to concentrate on something, I have so many questions in my head that would deviate me from my goal.

Like- Okay, today I want to complete Task A

But my brain- Before that, I need to understand why we need to this task. Maybe, I should answer the past year sample questions first to save time. Is the answer A or B. I don't know, let's Google for the answer. Oh, that bag is nice. Let's see if the website offer Black Friday discount. Why am I itchy? Must be the ants! Look at that! Ants eating my crumbs. I need to buy a handheld vacuum. Let's go Shopee...Ooohh...

And before I knew it, I wasted 2 hours of my life.

Plus, the fact that my mood is so labile. Am I having a bipolar or what! 

I really think I need professional help. But, what if, I turned out just normal...This can't be normal!