tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4710820085589711129.post8383191361548804503..comments2024-03-04T18:06:18.665+08:00Comments on this and that: 5 stories in one blog post.the ectopyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12575375081748976551noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4710820085589711129.post-21436459243360865612008-05-02T18:57:00.000+08:002008-05-02T18:57:00.000+08:00Good for you :) You have a good life and I envy th...Good for you :) You have a good life and I envy that. Yes, I agree, what I did is haram. Thank you for your advice. Please pray for me too.the ectopyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12575375081748976551noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4710820085589711129.post-53664305906034610512008-05-02T14:06:00.000+08:002008-05-02T14:06:00.000+08:00I also missed out a lot of stuffs - going out in f...I also missed out a lot of stuffs - going out in fancy cars (not really important, a bicycle is lovely enough if I love him), complete strangers singing to me in malls.<BR/><BR/>I never had a crush on my friends's dad. But I did go out, not romantically, with an uncle. Same fancy car. But he's like a father, all his children are boys (like Dr Sheikh's dad!). Maybe he wants a daughter. I couldn't have a crush on an older man.<BR/><BR/>I admit, I do prefer young, handsome men. Mostly with gentle arabic features. In Saudi, Palestine there's so many of them. In Malaysia, the malay men wants Siti Nurhaliza beauties? So it's fair enough?<BR/><BR/>I'm just grateful, alhamdulillah. But I'm also scared coz so many nikmat from Allah - easy to forget that all this is a test. Nurin Jazlin never had what I have, but I believe she's happiest in the most blessed place.<BR/><BR/>How come an innocent her is so tested. So what about me. Will I be there too, with all these nikmat? Scary to think. Happy here, zero there in the hereafter - like Pharaoh. Must add more gratefulness. Never boast. <B>All these is a mirage.</B><BR/><BR/>I intend to be like Ali & Fatima.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4710820085589711129.post-67478675908753365252008-05-02T13:51:00.000+08:002008-05-02T13:51:00.000+08:008 yoThe first boy who had a crush on me - he gave ...<B>8 yo</B><BR/>The first boy who had a crush on me - he gave me a love ceramic.<BR/><BR/><B>9 yo</B><BR/>Another boy gave me a ring. Said from some other boy. I threw it in the field.<BR/><BR/><B>10 yo</B><BR/>Teacher asked who is the prettiest in class. The most handsome boy in class voted (loudly) for me.<BR/><BR/><B>11 yo</B><BR/>The most handsome guy in school, played Prince Charming - he definitely doesn't look malay. Arab caucasian thing going. Ohh, never met another guy who look like that in school. Stumbled at the corridor. Locked eyes, he was surprised & happy.<BR/><BR/><B>12 yo</B><BR/>Many boys start to enter life - AS FRIENDS. I can't quite recall everything that's going. Still wondering of Prince Charming? Ha ha ha.<BR/><BR/><B>13 yo</B><BR/>Many boys funnily for some reason love me. A bunch, followed me home. Played this love message thing on me - in class, in front of the teacher!<BR/><BR/>Most memorable the senior who I asked something, he said it's hard to get. I said never mind, no biggie. He said he would.<BR/><BR/>Most scary - the naughtiest boy in class (he was supposed to be in the weak class, but bcoz of his overt disciplinary problem he's removed to the smart class :R) followed me in class. That senior actually also jumped a flight of stairs, scares me a bit his aggressive drive. But he has his gentle ways like asking why am I quiet.<BR/><BR/><B>14 yo</B><BR/>A guy starts to like me, for the whole school years, early parts of uni! Another likes me too, he's gangstery yet cute. I like to think of him like Anakin Skywalker.<BR/><BR/><B>15 yo</B><BR/>Anakin Skywalker is braver than ever now. Said overt gushing things right in assembly, in front of people & teachers!!!<BR/><BR/><B>16 yo</B><BR/>Anakin Skywalker sent his frind, I nicknamed him Kit Kat (he rides a virago to school but for some reason I don't know his name :R) - to tell me he loves me. All his friends are there. UGH! It's so not the way to tell a girl you love her guys! One girl, many guys there - scares me!!! I'm a nice girl. He's Anakin Skywalker. I feel like Padme Amidala, even now reminiscing. I never accepted him. I don't know if he is sad or anything...<BR/><BR/><B>17 yo</B><BR/>Anakin seems so popular now. Cute & that attitude - of course ma! I just want to get over SPM.<BR/><BR/><B>18 yo</B><BR/>Pida said many guys have a crush on me. Huh? They do?<BR/><BR/><B>19 yo</B><BR/>This is not romantic, but went out with my Professor. He's so nice & funny. At one int seminar, he said his foreign friend thinks I'm pretty, he'll punch him if anything happen. Ha ha. Typical funny computer engineers.<BR/><BR/><BR/><B>BEST PRESENT</B><BR/>Love, care & compassion during my fragilities after an emergency surgery. At this point, I know who my true soulmate is, what he real values in life - alhamdulillah so much.<BR/><BR/><B>BEST CRUSH</B><BR/>Sergey Brin. He loves Anne Wojcicki, funded her genetic startup. Lesson: I don't have to be as pretty as you, Ectopy, to be loved by a splendid amazing guy! I don't even know why all those guys love me coz I had serious acne in school.<BR/><BR/><BR/><B>ALL THANKS TO ALLAH SWT</B><BR/>Modern love can never explain this.<BR/><BR/>PS: Also, I never back rub a non muhrim. I think it's haram. I never dated as well, in fact I ran away when things get overt. Alhamdulillah, he also never talk like all your admirers - very clean like Prophet Joseph.<BR/><BR/>I don't have to backrub, talk with a supposed "ayat lelaki gatal" & stuffs & true love can still happen. God Wills.<BR/><BR/>Like Ali & Fatima. Muhammad & Khadija. That's how love should be.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com